I'm always late. Videos become popular and then I finally see them, eventually. During practice last week I saw this video and for me it hasn't gotten old. It constantly brings a smile to my face.

SILENCE . . . I killll you!!! ::eyebrows::

I talk too much (or babble) when I am nervous!

Sorry :)
I'm learning

Damn, I'm finally breaking my news years resolution, to NOT procrastinate this semster. Poo, I was doing so well. I have to get my self back on track! Biology & Stats, I have been too busy (actually lazy) to read the text book. Cours de francais, need to step it up with the online homework, which I already have been. Finally! English, damn I HAVE to write that paper. Oh Shit now I remember that I have been putting off bio reviews and portfolio aswell, shit shit shit :D

::RANTING FINISHED::

My life isn't that bad, I should be happy. Nashville, highs and lows, don't really want to discuss. So I am need to get off this website and submit my second journal!

(this was a very random entry)
Peace :)

8 DAYS and 15 HOURS till Valentines Day.

At the moment it is not looking to hopeful, but I know I will be driving to Nease HS that night, then to get on a bus to Nashville. How romantic, right?!?! Umm no! I wish "someone" will give me a kiss next Thursday, but I know better

This last weekend was so difficult physically and mentally, but the performance was amazing. Standing in the hallway waiting to enter the floor was so nerve-racking, probably because my run through was god-awful AND I was still burping!!! Oh it is so annoying. Like I said the show was amazing and my weave stayed in!!!! Thats all I thought about the whole show, that stupid, huge weave. I saw my dad at the show and he absolutely loved the show and thinks we are going to do well this year. For me thats a huge compliment because he is a very hard critic. Other crap happened but thats just better to forget.
Yesterday morning was so hard. My body did not want to go to class, but also couldn't sleep. I was so stressed about the "examen de francias" (too bad I probably missed spelled that too). Oh and I have a stats exam tonight, I'll study today and take all the old exams, but we'll see how difficult it is. Well the french examen wasn't too bad, but I have an oral interview today. Pretty much I'll just talk to Madame Lawson in horrible french.
Oh I had our first bio examen last week!!! It had a few poorly worded questions which I think most of the class got incorrect, so Upadhyaya gave everyone an extra 10% on their grade. It seems that I corrected those poorly worded question before I turned in the test and got a perfect score 40/40 correct!!!! Yaya so my precent in the class is 110, weird but yaya! hahaha

I should do some real work so I don't fall behind eck!

So I'm walking back from the bio review and a guy screams from a van "what up big titty bitch?!!?!"
Wow that was stupid. I can't get a boyfriend but I can get that? Wow, that guy is ok at alliteration, but Karma is a bitch. He probably has a small penis.

Je deteste francais mais je suis tres desagreable! C'est une blague!!!

I yesterday I enjoyed class but today sucked. This is as much ranting "cours de francais" has taught me!
Too bad I am lacking many accents! I want to punch someone in the face, but I have to go to a bio review soon!!!


How do you say "shit" in french????

The world makes me think that it is better to be a lazy crappy person. Why does the systemic break down of my body and life occur while I try to fix my life. Boys (don't want to talk about it), doing my work at school, and quit smoking. Maybe its just some bad karma back to bite me in the ass, we'll see how long that lasts. I need to talk to a person about something (yes, love not being specific) but I can't bring myself to talk to him. I should tell him one of the things I have been keeping from him, but that difficult for me.

On a happier note, Across the Universe was freaking amazing!!! Damn, please can I marry Jude! ::Note to self,go to Europe to find my husband::

School is a very heavy load, 17 credit hours, I guess it would be. I'm not procrastinating really but its just a lot. Biology, I still need to finish reading the chapter for today, only a few pages (I need a holiday). Its hard to ignore my French class because we its practically every day, and everyday I leave the class, even more depressed. I should be more positive, I am actually working hard in a class and the test isn't till Tuesday. This week is the first time I have had a free Sunday in a long time :) but its probably just a lot of work, at least its not physical, don't even want to talk about it ::done with stress::

I thought I wanted to live up north but I can' stand the cold! Oh god its been freezing around here. Besides the "freak" weather, yesterday I was pretty good. Didn't have that stupid art class, stayed really late with Madame Lawson, and bought my weave for this weekend. Yes, I sent picture out to the whole guard, and yes I am lame but I'm posting the pics here too
please let me feel (get) better


( Alex Baker has a PONYTAIL )

FUCk

That had to be one of the hardest weekend. Filled with drama and lots of pain, but we preformed our first show this weekend. It was amazing (exhausting) and I'm so happy that we are starting to perform! I had a great run and of course I cried at the end, traditionally, what can I say.
So tired I finally got home to Tampa Sunday night, and hung out with Nick. The first week of school has been fun.

I feel so alone it fucking sucks. Damn, we all quit smoking, shit shit shit.

( Thanks Dana, it gave me something to do )

This has been a very Christian morning! First, I'm innocently walking to the Students Health Services to make an appointment and I'm asked to fill out a survey. Apparently it's about why I think I'm going to "heaven". So ya, I think I'm a good person, so I filled it out. I felt a little bad, I'm not Christian and it felt weird about filling in the survey. I realized it's probably some way to start a discussion. She seemed nice, so I was grateful and went on my merry little way.
Finally ended up in Biology, interesting class. I like the professor but I'm still getting used to his teaching. I have an hour-ish in between classes, so I headed to Cooper to get some work done. Half the time I'm sitting there two girls are discussing their Christian faith at the table I was sitting at. I kept wondering if I had a sign over my head that read "NOT CHRISTIAN". For some reason, people mistake me as Jewish, don't know. One of the girls commented that she keeps forgetting that other people think they are actually right. I shrugged it off, the other girl seemed nice. Of course I was just listening and going over French. The day is still early so maybe I'll have some more "signs".
JB is having a bad, hope he feels better. Might hang out with him and Brian Raddock tonight, I wish we could get Mellow Mushroom agian!!! Its fun and I want one of there shirts sooo bad!!!

I've been following Johnny Cupcake for a couple years now. I love him (his clothes) and he is so creative, but now a big name company has stolen one of his shirts.

( Billabong's copy on a cupcake )

In about three hours I will be driving my ass back up to Tampa and I'm so nervous for some reason. I think I'm just really excited. I'll be staying and hanging out with Nick. It will be a lot of fun and I'll hear a lot of good music. But in the morning I have to move my stuff in within the speed of light. I can't move until 10:00 and I have to be at Ridgeview at 1 o'clock. I'll be fine since one is for makeup, but I'm really nervous for the weekend since there was a lot of drama last week, and a lot of hard work! Everything will be great, practice will go well, and everything will work out with school. Obviously I'm trying to be positive and there is no reason why I shouldn't. I'm ready for a weekend of driving :)

but thanks to my mom's memory stick I have a picture of from my other computer.


( Do I look cute with glasses? )

Enjoy!

Well in the end, last weekend was a very long, hard practice, but we got a lot done. We finished the flag feature which is fabulous! But then came Robby's party. I don't want to talk too much about that night because it was too random. I'm sorry but if I'm tired I want to go to sleep, especially after a an eight hour practice. I learned that night people who you thought were your friends really aren't and I learned who my real friends are. And I got to sleep in Robby's bed for an hour WooHoo! Twelve hours later I'm back in south Florida thanks to Lorena and Karlie.
Robby's party wasn't too much fun for me, but New Years Eve was a blast! I had a couple hours to get an outfit and look cute, which is not easy : ) I wore something I would never think of. It was really fun to dress up and go out to Boca, too bad it took awhile to get to the party. Alyssa is obviously a very busy person and has a very big heart. She is too nice to that boy ("f*@king dumbass") but I also understand where she is coming from. We finally got to the party and it was a lot of fun, the Olympic Heights crew, some I know and a lot I don't. I actually stayed awake and Danielle was the one to pass out and have a lot of random rants!
Quote of the night-
Sean: "What is going on here?"
And Jared got it all on video, including Tim acting stupid. New Years was a lot of fun and I slept till noon!!! New Years Day I randomly ended up at some Cadets people's apartment and eventually went home around 5:30, who knows. The only thing that sucks is that I left my pillow and blanket in Alyssa's trunk, damn, and I'm leaving tomorrow and she lives at least a half an hour away. I guess a trip to the Boca Town Center is in order to see Alyssa.

Oh and yesterday was filled with firsts. I got my first pair of glasses, which are by the way, wicked cute! Then me and my mom went to the mall and got a lot of free things. Eventually we ended up in IKEA which is crazy. It is where Blockbuster Golf and Games was and its like a furniture theme park! It was absolutely freezing outside but my mom took me to P.F. Chang's for the first time and everything was amazing!!! Next time, if there is a next time, I want to get the salmon. The guy next to me had it and I kept staring at his food ::oops::

The wireless internet in my house isn't working so I can't use my Mac, tear, but when I can I'll take a cute pic of me with my glasses and post it : )

Oh I'm so tired!

Wow it is 2008 and new years was a lot of fun! We had a very long practice last weekend. Friday I drove up with all the south Florida crew since I can't be in Tampa. It was a very interesting trip, when we got to Cocoa beach, we decided to make a little side trip to Olive Garden. It was fun, good food, but it took two hours! At least we arrived in Jacksonville just in time, yay Dance and Cheer Mania, so funny! In the end Friday was very long and tiring and we were happy to find out practice on Saturday didn't start till 4:30!!!
OK practice starting at 4:30 is great but it is also so weird. I tried to sleep in late but 11:30 is late for me! Finally everyone woke up and we went to the best restaurant ever, its called Mellow Mushroom and it is so cool! The decor is crazy, music is great, and I love their shirts, "Baked since 1973" I must get one!

Well I have to run and pick up something special! Be back soon : )

It doesn't feel like the end of the year, not like Christmas, not like New Years is a little over a week away. Probably because my finals were nothing, the essays killed me, I'm missing people, and we still have practice (but not this weekend, but a jaguar game instead wohow). The weirdest feeling is that I probably will not see dad for awhile. He was always in and out of town, but he is officially not coming home. I cried for a hour when I came to this realization on monday. tear*

On a happier note, I am almost done with all my Christmas shopping. Yesterday I almost finished mom's gifts, just one to go and I'll probably do something from Micheal's. I will try to go today, after I get tortured by the dentist in two and ahalf hours and counting :(

In the end, I looked up first final grades from college. I knew I was on the fence about English, but my grade is still pretty good. I can't write and all my papers were written the night before, so I can't complain. I have Mr. Janzen next semester with some good friends. It will be fun and hopefully I'll do a little better. I'm so happy I survived Acquisition of Knowledge, a.k.a. Philosophy or the weed-out-class for honors students. I turned in my final paper early and it worked out great. My next honors' class is Arts and Humanities, yaya. I need to figure out next semester, at the moment I'm taking 18 credit hours and with NEi and taking French, that doesn't seem like a good idea. I'm thinking about changing majors from business to psychology (it was my minor). I don't know, I hate making decisions, especially when it seems major to my life. Eck, I'll figure it out.

Final grades:

81144 CGS 2100 001 Computers In Business A
84199 ENC 1101 047 Composition I B+
80008 IDH 2010 001 Acquisition Of Knowledge A
81848 PSY 2012 003 Intro to Psych Science A
80986 SPC 2600 003 Public Speaking A-


Going to the mall, opens at eight. I love Victoria Secret and I have some really good coupons :)